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any other canine therians live away from town n when something goes bump in the night you are ALERT and AWAKE my ears are SWIVELING and my hackles are RAISED WHERE’S THE DANGER WHERE IS IT
#this is also true for when i’m out in the woods#i have HARD shifts when i’m out in the woods and i hear something#canine therian#caninekin#coyotekin#dog therian#therian#wolfdog therian#wolfdog theriotype#wolfdogkin#coyote therian#wolf therian#wolfkin#dogkin
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Shifted in the middle of driving home at nearly 3am. First actually recognized shift. So very fitting to be on a full moon night. Learned to howl and bark as I took the long way home. god this was so fulfilling; I feel RIGHT for once; I love this!
#alterhuman#otherkin#therian#caninekin#wolfdog#wolfdogkin#wolfkin#dogkin#awoo#barking#therian shift#driving#3am things#pubby barks#werewolf#full moon#therian community#first shift
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I just realised I'm grieving. Autumn is my favourite part of the year. And I knew it's not gonna be so easy with diagnosis and getting the right treatment. But it will be November before I even know the test results. And then it will probably take time for my joints to heal.
So, no walks in the colourful landscape, no getting on all fours and feeling the damp earth, no inhaling the smell of rotting leaves. No running in the rain. No quadrobics among the dying leaves. I feel robbed of something. Something that fills up my soul.
I have already lost the summer to overheating, avoiding forests because of insects. Usually, I would be hiking. But I made my peace with that. It's too hot, better to stay inside and rest.
But not autumn. Please, not autumn. Please, don't take this away from me...
#sure I can sit on the balcony#or outside the apartment building#but that's not the same#i can't be a wolf here#disabled therian#wolf therian#wolfdog therian#mental shift#adult therian#caninekin#chronic joint pain#quadrobics#vent post#white wolf's tracks
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Any other therians (specifically wolf/wolfdog or werewolf kins such as myself) been REALLY shifty today? I’ve been shifting nearly all day and had no clue why until I saw that today is a full moon, I’ve been feeling super alert and awake all day and am getting super energetic and hyper aware the later it gets into the night (it’s currently 7:18pm 09/28/23 as of writing this) and I’m getting super shifty. This happening to any other therians (wolf or not) today and on full moons?
#arrow howls ☕️🐾🐺🎧#therian#full moon#09/28/23 full moon#alterhuman#wolf therian#wolfkin#wolf kin#werewolf#werewolfkin#werewolf kin#werewolf otherkin#therianthropy#wolfdog#wolfdog kin#wolfdogkin#wolf#txt#therian shift#kin shifts
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hellooo!! Sorry if this is too personal, it's 100% fine if you don't wanna answer :)
Have you ever had a shift where you had pups, or wanted them, or just generally missed the pack setting of a huge family that you raised yourself?
(I ask because I'm trying to get a scope of canine therians that are like me, so again: absolutely 0 pressure to answer!! I'm so sorry if this is an uncomfortable question for you :,))
ooh, no worries anon! this is a great question!! /gen
In complete honesty, during some (mental) shifts I have experienced, I have yearned for wanting pups to take care of. I also yearn for a pack that I raised myself; it just seems like such a beautiful thing... :)
So yes, anon, I have experienced that! :3
#⋆৲↳ rambles behind the machine#⋆৲↳ it answers...#therian ask#therian shift#caninekin#canine therian#coastal wolf therian#wolfdog therian
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confused abt being a wolfdog therian. I feel instinctually as a wolf would, but at the same time I wait at the fence for a human to fill a bowl with meat and I feel a hand wrapped around my collar to hold me still as the front door rings and I bark, deep and growling, teeth snapping. she knows I wouldn’t hurt the stranger on purpose, but I am much bigger than I realize. So she guides me out the back door, closing it, leaving me to put my paws up on the windowsill to peek inside. I recognize the look of fear in the stranger’s face as he sees me peering at him excitedly, but she reassures that I unfortunately haven’t figured out how to open the door. yet.
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went on a walk :-3 🐾 hope i get to roam freely in the woods one day
#♡ me#♡ thoughts#♡ wolfdog#<- twas in wolfdog shift#walked pretty far so im resting in my den now 😪 i smell like the outdoors hehe#therian#therianthropy
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Autumn makes me very shifty. I hated this summer because I was overheating, didn't feel like myself at all, and had to avoid even going to the forests because of the number of insects. And then it started to get colder, the smell in the air changed and it was like coming home. Snow also triggers shifts in me, I get urges to pull a sledge. Must be the dog part of my wolf-dog makeup. I suspect Siberian husky, being a (Siberian) Tundra wolf it would make sense. I get more urges to find a mate in the spring. And, concerning the weather, there's something about rain, mist, cloudy days, and thunder that also affects me a lot. Can't say why tho.
I think that alterhumans/nonhumans don't talk too much about seasonal shifts as someone with many kintypes.
for me, weather or a season really affect my experience.
there are types of shifts/or feelings in general I only experience when it's raining, or the ones that only appear when it's snow outside... for example, it's most likely for me to feel more birdy in colder weather, since wearing baggy chlothes/coats make me feel like they're my feathers, and its more likely for me to feel more dragon-y in warm sunlight, where I can feel my scales while sunbathing
in general, when seasons change, so does my experience with everything... sometimes the weather doesn't make me feel like one of my kintypes at all, and sometimes it's the exact opposite
I noticed it recently, in the last 6 months I couldn't really feel my fox side at all, at the point that made me question my identity, i finally figured out that's cause I mostly experience fox-like shifts in autumn-winter!
let me know your experience with seasons/weather!
~Birdie/Hera
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☆ making bad decisions for you ∘ b.c
chan fucked up, and now he's left to deal with the consequences. how does one find someone to help their sweet pup through her heat on such short notice? the first step: call jisung. the second step: stay on the straight path. he has this under control. at least that's what chan thinks, until you throw him a curve...
─── ☆ pairing: bang chan x fem!reader
─── ☆ length: 2.3k
─── ☆ warnings: puppy hybrid!reader, sub!reader, perv!chan, big dick chan, pillow humping, corruption, bondage, unprotected sex, breeding (like a lot), dirty talk, praise, pet names: baby, pup, puppy
─── ☆ note: 18+ minors dni. the characters don’t represent real idols; this is fiction for entertainment purposes only. fictional smut is not a reflection of real life ! always communicate with your partner and practice consensual and safe sex ‹33
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Chan’s in over his head.
He knew this day would come. He should’ve been prepared. But he’s been so busy lately, and he didn’t keep track of your cycle — fuck, if only he could physically beat himself up for being the world’s shittiest owner.
And of course he can’t find the informational flyers anywhere, and he doesn’t trust the internet, the advice varying so wildly he isn’t sure what to believe. He could call the shelter, but he doesn’t want them to find out he messed up. What if they take you away from him?
So he calls the only experienced person he can think of: Jisung.
“I really don’t know what to do, Han, fuck! Please help…”
“Take a deep breath, it’ll be alright. It’s not your fault there’s a suppressant shortage. You sure you don’t want to…?”
“I can’t, it’s… it’s wrong,” Chan feels the panic rising in his chest again. He takes another gulp of air to calm his shaky nerves.
“Fine, okay, it was just a suggestion! No need to yell at me, lemme look into it. I'll find a stud for her and come over as soon as my shift’s done, okay? You try to stay calm in the meantime and do exactly as I've told you to. Can you do that?”
“I’m sorry, it’s - I’m a mess, I should’ve seen it coming, but thank you, Ji. Thank you. I owe you one.”
“No worries, bro. Good luck. Call me if you need any help.”
The call disconnects and Chan is left standing alone in the empty bathroom, his heart galloping in his chest. He failed you. But he needs to be there for you now. He's not proud of what he’s about to do, but you’ll understand. He has no other choice. When this is all over you’ll understand. Please, you have to…
“Please forgive me, Y/N,” he whispers and unlocks the door.
As soon as he steps out of the bathroom Chan’s thrown off balance by your body slamming into his. “Channie, sir, please,” you whimper, pressing yourself tighter against his side and wrapping your arms around his neck. Chan feels a blush rise to his cheeks and turns his head away, swallowing harshly.
“Let’s go to your bedroom, pup.”
You yelp excitedly and dart off, throwing yourself on the bed. Your tail wags against the sheets and Chan can’t help but smile. When he was a little kid he always thought he’d get a wolfdog hybrid, or a big husky, but then he saw you at the shelter: a little cream coloured mutt with soft ears and a fluffy tail, and he knew he had to bring you home.
You’re watching him rummage through his nightstand, head cocked and ears pointed. “‘t hurts, Channie, please hurry,” you roll on your back and stay there, skirt sliding down your thighs and almost exposing your panties. Chan coughs.
“I know, baby, Channie’s here to make it all better,” he mumbles and fishes a pair of padded handcuffs out of the drawer. “Just give me your hands, okay?”
You give him a puzzled look but comply, letting him attach the cuffs to the headboard. “I'm so sorry, puppy, I'm sorry,” he whispers, avoiding your eyes.
Then he turns around and hurries out of the room, closing the door behind him with a soft but resolute thud.
Your frustrated howls are loud enough to reach the living room and he flinches. Every noise you make pierces his soul and adds to the pool of guilt in his gut. He had to do it, Jisung told him so — keep her safe, tie her up somewhere, otherwise she might hurt herself. It’s for her best interest.
Chan knows, but why does it hurt him so much? He checks his phone, looking for a distraction. Two hours left until Jisung’s shift is done. Surely he can find a stud before the end of the day, right? Jisung knows so many people. He said everything would be fine. Chan just has to relax and trust him.
He takes another deep breath and turns on the tv, mindlessly going through the channels. He checks his phone again. 5 minutes have passed. Time’s never felt this slow.
Eventually he settles on a documentary about tiger hybrids. He almost succeeds in focusing on the (terrible but entertaining) storyline when he notices your howls have changed into softer, breathier sounds. They almost sound like… moans? Chan thinks. He feels his cock stir. He shifts on the couch and stares at the tv, but the screen is a blur and he doesn’t hear a word the voiceover says.
The noises continue and Chan grows more restless. How…? He looks at his phone again. 90 minutes left.
With growing curiosity, Chan’s feet lead him to your bedroom almost involuntarily. Your noises have grown softer, little moans and whimpers drifting through the door. With a quiet click he opens it and peeks his head around.
You’re sitting on the bed, awkwardly positioned with your hands still chained to the headboard. Somehow you’ve managed to maneuver one of the pillows between your spread knees. You’re grinding down on it, fluffy tail causing your skirt to ride up. From his position in the doorframe Chan catches a glimpse of your white panties hugging your ass.
The noises you’re making range from whiny to plain frustrated, the friction not enough to satisfy you. When you bend over to try and find a better position, Chan sucks in a breath, cock swelling at the sight of your soaked panties. You’re so wet the gusset has become almost see through, clinging to the outline of your pussy.
Chan shouldn’t be here. He should leave before you notice him, before it’s too late. He should go back to the living room, put on his headphones and wait for Jisung to arrive. Let him sort it out. Get you a handsome dog hybrid to help you through your heat.
“Chan?” your voice is soft, halting his train of thought. “Please…”
He’s not sure if it’s your broken plea or something else that compels him to move, but Chan steps into your room. Your tail starts to wag slowly and you drop to your elbows, presenting yourself to him. From this distance Chan can see the tantalizing curve where your thighs meet your ass, the spot he wants to lick and suck and tease…
“‘s okay, puppy, Channie’s here.” There’s still time to leave. But you’re looking back at him with your pretty eyes — how could he say no to his sweet pup? He wants to protect you. Keep you safe. Jisung and his stud be damned.
“I’m so sorry I did this to you, Y/N. I panicked.”
His hand strokes your thigh and you sigh into his touch. “Don’t leave me again, Channie. Promise.”
Chan shakes his head. “It was a mistake, I promise, I’m here with you now pup. Let me help you.”
You mewl when his fingers graze your clothed slit. “Sir, ‘s hurting, don’t make me wait any longer, need you to breed me now, please,” you trail off, grinding back against his hand.
Normally Chan would take his time to explore your body, tease you until you’ve cum at least twice before he’d give you his cock. But he hears the urgency in your voice, your pained little whimpers as you tug at your restraints.
And it’d be a lie to say he hasn’t fantasized about this before. Late at night in his own bedroom while he tried to muffle his moans, unsure of what your sensitive ears could pick up.
Chan slides your panties down your thighs with shaky hands. Your pretty cunt’s all puffy and glossy with your slick and it drips down his fingers when he pushes two inside.
Your reaction is instantaneous, a pleasant gasp as you arch your back for him. “Need more, need your cock, need it now,” you plead again.
“You sure you can take it, puppy?”
Chan rolls his plush bottom lip between his teeth. He doesn’t want to hurt you.
“‘Mmm don’t care, make it fit,” you pout and wag your tail for him, “Channie.”
He’ll never tire of hearing his name like this. A broken sound, filled with so much need it goes straight to his head.
He chucks off his pants and his boxers, hard cock springing free and slapping against his abdomen. He slides the tip over your slit to wet it, holding your hips to keep you still. Then he sheathes himself in your dripping heat inch by inch, whispering soft praises into the air between you.
“Just like that, puppy, don’t move. Gonna fill you up so good baby, let me take care of you.”
Chan knows he’s big, watches your pretty hole stretch to accommodate him. He groans at how wet and warm you feel. It’s even better than he imagined. When you shift forward on your knees he growls, “Where do you think you’re going, pup? I'm not even halfway in yet.”
He pushes in deeper, watches you arch your back even more. “Channie, so full,” you pant when he finally bottoms out, stilling for a moment to catch his breath. The sensation of your soft, velvety cunt around him is overwhelming all his senses.
“Yeah? Is my puppy nice and full?”
“Wanted - wanted this for so long,” you say and his heart makes a little leap. He knows it’s just your heat-clouded mind talking, the hormones making you more susceptible to his presence. But there’s a small part of him that dares to hope you’re speaking the truth.
“Yah - wanted my sir, my Channie,” you nod when he starts moving, holding tight onto the handcuff’s chain. He briefly considers removing them, but you don’t seem to mind being tied up like this, pushing back on his cock like the neediest little thing he’s ever seen.
My Channie.
“I want you too, Y/N,” he groans and you hum at the sound of your name. “Can’t stay away from you - my pretty baby… knew it from the day I brought you home.”
You’re moaning every time his hips meet yours, soft uh-uh-uh’s like music to his ears. Your pussy is gushing around his length, and Chan’s not sure how long he’s going to last if you keep clenching down on him like this.
“Fuck, puppy - you’re hugging my cock so tight,” he lands a playful smack on your ass, “want me to breed you that bad, huh? Want me to stuff you full with pups?”
He tilts your hips to reach even deeper, fat cock slamming into you with force. You’re slumping against the mattress and he hovers over your back to nip at your ear, eliciting another moan from you. The soft fur of your tail tickles his abs but Chan is too focused on the erratic pulsing of your walls around him.
“Are you going to cum for me, baby? I can feel you’re close, just let go. I’ve got you. Channie’s got you. My good girl.”
You sob and he feels your release gush around him, fucking you through your high with renewed vigor. You’re a blabbering mess, unable to form words except for “Channie,” “please,” and “fuck.”
“Did my puppy lose her tongue?” He grins. “Getting all dumb on my cock after one orgasm, and I haven’t even bred you yet, baby.”
“Please…need it,” you whisper into the sheets, “need you to cum inside, please, sir.”
Even with his weight pressing you into the bed you’re still angling your hips up more, and Chan buries his face into the crook of your neck. You smell so good, like vanilla and the heady scent of sex. “I always keep my promise, pup, I’m going to breed you so well you’ll feel it dripping out of you for the next three days.”
You turn your head just enough to catch his gaze, your eyes so glossy and fucked-out Chan loses all composure. He ruts into you one, two more times before ropes of thick cum paint your inner walls and tumble you headfirst into another orgasm.
His thighs are shaking, your cunt milking him of every last drop until he’s a panting mess on top of you. For a moment the two of you lay still, breathing heavily, until Chan realizes you’re still chained to the bed. He pulls out and you mumble something when you feel his cum drip out of you, rubbing your thighs together.
Chan unclasps the handcuffs and kisses your wrists, hugs you close and captures your lips with his own. They’re so soft, needy little sounds already escaping you again as you rut against his thigh. “Need more, Channie.”
“Insatiable little thing,” he grins and traces your puffy cunt with his fingers. “Can’t get enough, can you?”
He slips one finger in your sensitive hole just as the doorbell rings. You look up in surprise, eyes wide and ears darting in all directions.
Chan kisses you again. “Ignore the bell, pup. I’m not going anywhere. Made a promise, remember? Need to breed you nice and round. Maybe make you beg a little more for it,” he chuckles, “let me see how needy you can really get.”
You’re grinding down on his thigh now and Chan doesn’t care how long he has to stay here with you, he’ll give you whatever you want. He’ll spend days holed up inside your nest if he has to.
You grab his shirt and pull him closer, and the blaring sound of his ringtone rips him out of his reverie.
He rolls over with a groan and hits the green button, cutting off Jisung’s voice. “It’s already taken care of, Ji. Thank you.”
“Wha —? You sly dog!”
Chan throws his phone into a corner and rolls you onto your back, slotting himself between your thighs with a smile. “Don’t worry, pup. I won’t let anyone else touch you ever again.”
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☽ ~ The sand shifts beneath your paws and the scent of salt fills your nostrils ~ 𓃥
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾ "𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚍, 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍" ☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙
Ello!! You can call me Theo, Ari, or Feng! I'm transmasc and my pronouns are He/It/That + any dog or (were)wolf related neos! I'm (feralromantic) aroallo, MLM/Gay, wolfdog freak, and objectum.
Feralromantic and wolfdog freak are both coins termed by me!
I am a werewolf. This is not a kintype, I am physically a werewolf. I’ll still post under the werewolfkin tags because I feel like werewolfkin can relate to my experience. I am a therian and otherkin but stuff relating to that can be found on my main blog, @confused-canid where I interact from. I appreciate the use of tone tags for me!
This blog is for me posting about me being a werewolf, or werewolf related things! This could be my selfships, art writings, etc.! My tags are: #Running with the wolves🐺 - Talking with my mutuals! #Howling at the moon🌕 - Original posts that are text! #Weird little claw marks✏️ - My art! This will usually be paired with text so it will be tagged as #Howling at the moon🌕 and as #Weird little claw marks✏️! #yapping back🌙 - Responding to asks! #Tasty posts🦴 - reblogs relating to this blog but not therian related or my own (usually used for posts I’m saving for later), #Rabies🥩 - Gore, animal death, angry stuff, and other things that make me hungry, #Home🌲 - Heart-home (Vancouver island) stuff, #Mother🏹🦌 - Artemis worship related things, #Little wolf🐾 - Agere posts (rbs and original ones
Theriotypes:
~Harlequin great Dane
~Bottlenose dolphin
~Western coyote (unsure what type but one that lives in or near Kansas, prairie dwelling)
~Leopard seal
~ Rocky mountain Bighorn sheep
Kintypes:
~Merfolk
~Two legged dragon
~Marble fox Kitsune
Others:
~Equidae clado hearted
~Changeling holothere
~ Lemon shork (Kaiju paradise)
~ Like slime pup (Kaiju paradise)
~ Nightcrawler (Kaiju paradise)
~ Chocolate sprinklekit (Kaiju paradise)
~ Lockheed SR-71 blackbird
DNI: Basic DNI criteria+, NSFW blog, make a lot of nsfw posts about werewolves, Radqueer, RCTA, Proship or any variants of it, Demonizes cluster B disorders or delusions/are an ableist, Zionist/pro Israel (Get tf off my blog. Seriously. Like, leave right now. I will maul you.), antikin, fakeclaimer, anti researched self diagnoses, pro Trump, pro Biden (Trump is bad and so is Joe. He is directly funding the genocide against Palestine.), anti ACAB, Pro contact for harmful paras (People w/ big 3 and other harmful (if acted on) paras can interact but don’t go against the rest of my DNI. I hope you can recover, I'm proud of you. You can do this.), anti atypical dysphoria, or are here to debate me about my identity.
Anyways, bye creatures!
Last updated July Fith 2024
I live in the central daylight timezone / CT, in case you want to talk
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HELLO!! I just wanted to say that I am absolutely IN LOVE with your works!!! 😭😭😭 its hard to even find EW fanfics nowadays and your fics have such high quality it’s like finding shiny, luxurious beautiful diamonds.
I genuinely love how you depict all of the characters so much I don’t think any other resonates with me as much as yours does, most Especially Tord. My god, you write him so well, his midly uncanny strange-esq demeanor and off-putting nature fits Perfectly with his character being a child solider and all, being subjected to the horrors of survival, war and being so close to death at such a young age growing up Would absolutely make him a little abnormal, like there’s something definitively wrong with him in that twisted mind of his. I love that truly.
I’ve been mega binging your works to read for fun and I love them so much— but most especially the Hybrid series I love SOOOO MUCHHHHH AGHHHH and I wanted to ask of you were going to continue it in any forms??? 🥹🥹🥹 like hcs, more drabbles, imagines or literally Anything frfr I beg of you 😭😭🙏 I love the wolfdog boys so much hicccc…
I ALSO SAW THAT YOU WERE ASKING IF WE WANTED REVERSE AU! WHERE READER IS THE HYBRID INSTEAD AND YES ABSOLUTELY I would love to see how the gang handles her and whatnot if you’d like to make that still whehehe, anything you want really!! 😭 thank you so much for your hard work and thank you even more if you manage to write these requests 💖💖💖🥹
USUEUSSJDJ YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME WAAAAH!! Sometimes I get a little insecure about my writing, so to hear all the sweet things you guys say always makes my entire day!! And hearing you say that about my Tord is literally one of the highest forms of praise I've ever received!! I'll probably make some more content of the Hybrid Boys as well, since I love this Hybrid AU a lot! But for now, here's a drabble of Hybrid Reader that I've been working on for a little bit!!! I hope you enjoy!! Mwah mwah!!
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Stray Bunny | Eddsworld x Reader
Warnings: Drunk Tom, Reader is a bunny hybrid because I love bunnies fight me, the boys are victim to the Hybrid Distribution System
Words: 1.4k
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You didn't know where to go. You didn't have anywhere to go. The rain was going to start falling soon.
Worst of all, you were stuck in your shifted form. A mixture of anxiety, paranoia, and hopelessness had caused you to shift by pure instinct, and you couldn't get yourself to calm down enough to go back.
So you just... run. Run down the sidewalk as the rain droplets begin to fall, dodging between pedestrians' legs. You didn't know where you were going, but you knew you had to go somewhere.
The harder the rain fell, the less people were on the streets. Rushing home and ducking into nearby shops to take shelter until the storm eased up. A few brave umbrella wielders kept walking, determined to finish their journey.
Every drop that splashed against your body soaked into your fur, weighing it down and making your running more difficult. You were passing a building when suddenly the door was thrown open aggressively, making you yelp and scramble to a stop.
You watched as a young man staggered out of the building. From the smell and the sounds and the brief peek you got through the door, it was a pub. The man was unsteady on his feet, you wouldn't be surprised if he was absolutely piss drunk right now.
Not wanting to get tangled in his feet, you stopped, stepping back to wait for him to pass. He whistled a tune, fishing a cigarette box out of his pocket and popping one in between his teeth -
-before stopping. And staring.
At you.
Surely he was piss drunk because instead of being disgusted or angry - or anything else you expected, really - he immediately dropped his unlit cigarette to the ground without a care in the world. He crouched in front of you, starting to coo and baby talk.
You were too confused to even process what he was saying - he was too drunk to know what he was saying, either.
Next thing you knew, you were being scooped up into his hands. He continued to coo and talk as he pressed his cheek against your fur.
The sound of car tires drew your attention. You peeked up in time to see car headlights pulling into the parking lot of the pub. At the sight, the man holding you tucked you safely into his hood. You made a sound, but he just giggled and shushed you.
You couldn't complain too much, though. It was warm, and dry.
"Tom, mate, you look like shit."
"And you, Matt, look like the queen."
"You've definitely had too many drinks. Get in the car."
Surprisingly, the drunk man - Tom, it seemed - took care not to smush you against the carseat. Slowly, your panic began to subside. The warmth of the AC and the gentle movements of the car driving down the road eventually lulled you to sleep.
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You jolted awake when Tom began moving again. The car had stopped, apparently reaching its destination. You couldn't see anything but the dark blue fabric, so you weren't quite sure where you were.
Was this the safest choice you could've made? No. But, in your mind, it was better than the streets.
"Matt. How many bloody drinks did he have?"
"Don't ask me. He wasn't very conversational in the car."
"Fuckin' hell."
Tom's movements stopped for a moment. Then, he was falling. Well, you were both falling. You squeaked as you tumbled out of his hood, rolling onto the carpeted floor below. Whatever conversation had been going on above you stopped.
"Is that... a rabbit?"
You righted yourself, shaking your head to get your ears out of your face. It was a house that you were in, more specifically a living room. Tom was laying on his stomach on a couch. He must have drunkenly flopped down onto it, causing you to fall out of his hood.
Two more men were standing beside the couch. Staring at you in disbelief. You attempted to shrink in on yourself, trying to make yourself as small as possible.
"Edd, the poor thing is soaked. Look at how it's trembling. We can't get rid of it."
"I wasn't planning on it. Jesus, I'm not heartless."
The man named Edd crouched down next to you, gently picking you up in his hands. His fingers smoothed over your head, gently scratching at the base of your ear. Embarrassing as it was, you fucking melted.
"Of course Tom would get drunk and bring an animal home. I'm just glad it's not something rabid."
"I'll go get a towel to dry them off. The poor dear is probably freezing."
While the other man disappeared down a hall, the one holding you carried you over to the kitchen.
"I'm sure you're hungry. Rabbits like carrots, don't they? I don't know how realistic that portrayal is."
You couldn't help but huff at that. It was an annoying stereotype in your opinion - though you did enjoy the taste of carrots regardless.
"Rabbits are herbivores. They'll eat any kind of vegetable or plant you offer them."
Edd set you down on the counter as he opened the fridge.
"Nice of you to join the land of the living, Tord."
The newest addition to the room scared you the most. He was intimidating looking, muscular and mean. His cold eyes were fixed on you.
When he approached, you backed away slightly. Noticing this, he made sure to lift his hand slowly, extending a finger out to you. You watched his hand move cautiously. He slid his finger under your head, gently scratching your chin. To your horror, your back foot thumped against the counter.
You were going to die of embarrassment.
Tord's lips quirked up in a small, amused smile.
"Do I even want to know why there is a bunny in the kitchen?"
"Tom's drunk."
"Ah."
Matt eventually returned with a towel.
The three men absently chatted as Matt gently and thoroughly dried your soaked fur. You were completely relaxed in his hold. He even made sure to be especially careful drying your ears.
Yeah, there were definitely worse things than this.
In your relaxed state, you didn't quite account for just how much you had calmed down. Before you knew it, you had suddenly shifted back into your normal form.
The three men froze. You froze.
"....hi."
The longer the silence stretched out, the more fear built up inside of you. What if they were angry? What if they threw you out? What if they hurt you?
As possibilities ran through your head, tears started to well in your eyes.
"What the fuck."
The dam broke. Tears flooded down your cheeks, sobs catching in your throat.
The three men jumped into action. Matt drew you into his arms, holding you securely.
"Tord! Look what you did!"
"Me?? What did I do??"
"You scared the poor thing! I can feel her trembling."
"I feel like my response was very reasonable."
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One plate of carrots and ranch later, and your tears had been calmed. Having tired yourself out, you were lying comfortably in Edd's lap in an armchair. Matt and Tord were sitting on the couch. They had moved Tom to a makeshift bed on the floor where they could keep an eye on him until he was sober.
Edd's fingers ran through your hair, smoothing out any knots he found. Occasionally he would scratch at the base of your ears, making you hum happily.
Amongst your tears earlier, Matt had managed to coax your story out of you. Now, they were deciding what to do.
"She doesn't have a handler, Edd. We can't just turn her away."
"I know, Matt. I don't want to kick her out."
The two men looked at Tord expectantly.
"What?"
"No dissenting opinions?"
"Of course not. I'm not a fucking monster."
"What about Tom?"
Edd glanced down at the fourth man.
"He's forfeiting his vote."
With that, Edd gently cupped your cheeks and tilted your head up to look at him. Through the sleepy haze of your vision, you saw him give you a gentle smile.
"What's your vote, bunny? Do you wanna stay here with us?"
Did you? These were four men that you didn't know. Despite that, they had been kinder to you than anyone had been in a long time.
You didn't have to think long about your answer.
You nodded, slow and lazy as you fought against sleep.
Edd laughed softly, settling you back down.
"Get some sleep, love. You're alright now. We've got you.”
Taking those words to heart, you slept better than you had in months.
#eddsworld#eddsworld x reader#eddsworld tord#eddsworld tord x reader#eddsworld tom#eddsworld matt#eddsworld tom x reader#eddsworld edd#eddsworld matt x reader#eddsworld edd x reader#requested#hybrid au
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Thinking about getting into reading Kazan the wolfdog again. I usually read it in winter, but I really need a comfort read rn, when reading is about the only thing I can do. I believe the book was my wolf awakening.
I read it when I was about 6-9. Together with Bella and Sebastian. That's how I got my nickname. I identified with Bella, the Beast very much. Me and my friend used to play she was Barí, Kazan's son, and I was Bella.
However, in time, Bella also became a wolfdog because I didn't vibe with being just a dog, so only the coat colour remained. We were usually playing we were hunted by humans and experimented on and had to get away. I also felt wolfish when we were on a stage of a musical we played in. In retrospect, these were probably the first times I shifted.
Then I used to run around streets wary of people fully in wolf mode. I also had these like experiences from other astral planes, I guess?? I dreamed about the wolf being in its own world that I recognised, and when I got hurt there, I got phantom pains in the waking world in my human body.
My friend eventually grew up from it, which, for me at the time, was a great betrayal. I didn't. Then things got really bad at home, and I started hearing this voice. It was wise, it used to advise and comfort me. At that time, I really believed it's a being from a different world reaching out to me. An elf I could meet in someone one day.
I started to believe I was an elf, and that's why I'm so different from humans around me when I started middle school. I was vulnerable to prey upon, so that's how I met a guy online who was 10 years older (I was 13 at the time) who said he was a barbarian and a werewolf. I thought I loved him and that he loved me.
But he blackmailed me emotionally, calling me to describe how he cut himself, threatening to kill himself. In the end, he left me. It threw me into deep depression, for a year, I was functioning like a zombie, identifying strongly with Bella in the New Moon, probably also because of the same name.
I remember nothing from that year. Something in me died then. It was the elf part. From that time on, it was only the Wolf as my companion, and as I met my pack then (in 2009) it fully awakened as my theriotype even though I didn't know the term yet.
The Kazan book still makes me very shifty these days, even giving me urges to pull sledge in the snow.
#story time#kazan#wolfdog therian#therian awakening#astral projection#phantom shift#inner wolf#wolf daemon#elf kin#tw predator#werewolfkin#tw emotional manipulation#tw sh mention#tw sui talk#twilight wolves#therian pack#wolf therian#my story#white wolf's tracks
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Yes, I'm a Polytherian/Polykin :] I'm writing down current types! I will remove or add to the list if I awakened something.
I'm an Otherhearted
Awakened: 06/28/24
I experience phantom limbs of wings, tails, fangs, teeth, claws, and ears. Especially Phantom ears and wings.
Slight mental shifts and emotional shifts.
Confirmed Therian types:
Canines:
Bat eared Fox
Cross Fox
Red Fox
Marbled Fox
Grey Wolf
Costal Wolf
Dark Brown Wolf
Alexander Archipelago Wolf
Wolfdog
Bernese Mountain Dog
German Shepherd
Akita
Kangal
Norwegian Elkhound
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Feline:
Maine Coon
Calico cat
Canada Lynx
Siberian Tiger
Cougar
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Birds:
Great eared nightjar
Harpy Eagle
Barn Owl
Crow
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Reptiles:
Alligator
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(Doing research)
Unconfirmed/questioning types:
Horsekin
Ghostkin
Sheepkin
Snakekin
Batkin
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Otherkin:
Angel/Divine
God - light, cosmic, and comfort
Celestial
Monster
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Conceptkin:
Light
Stars
Clouds
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Heartypes:
Angel
Red Fox
Calico
Great Eared Nightjar
It feels nice to make this list!
#alterhuman#therian#otherkin#godkin#angelkin#therainthropy#caninekin#foxkin#owlkin#deerkin#vampirekin#wolfkin#divinekin#lightkin#nonhuman#alterhumans#felinekin#therian things#therians
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its funny cause. my fursona is a rust coloured wolfdog, but when i see myself in shifts or get phantom limbs, theyre black and grey... . especially my tail. but other times it is sandy and rust coloured like it is on my sona! strange happenings
#not looking for advice just an observation i had#poplar barks#therian#therian community#therianthropy#otherkin#otherhearted#alterhuman#nonhuman#wolfkin#dogkin#wolfdogkin#caninekin
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Userbox & banner by kthecritter
🪵 Intro
🌿 Hi I’m Allen! I’m gay, transmasc & disabled. I’ve been awakened for a few months and I want to connect in the community, this is a sideblog dedicated to my alterhumanity. I’ll be using it to really talk about my experiences and ask questions since I haven’t had a space to do that and desperately need one! My main art blog is @canidthyme and follows/likes would come from there.
🌿 I’m a partially human psychological polytherian & otherkin! I feel like an osprey the majority of the time and feel like a wolf the strongest with shifts. My otherkin identity is difficult to explain and share but it is integral to me.
🪵 my current types
🌿 Theriotypes
-Osprey
-Wolf & red wolf
-Eastern coyote
-Feline, strongest in bobcat
🌿 Kithtypes
-Feline
🌿 Fictotypes
-Wolf Link
🌿 Questioning
-Other bird of prey theriotypes
-Werewolf
-Elf
-wolfdog
🪵 Boundaries
🌿 Queerphobes exclusionists TERFS & radfems, zoos, proshippers, zionists, pedos maps & supporters, incest & supporters, and similar are not welcome and I do not want you interacting with me, you will be blocked on sight. I am also not comfortable with misanthropes or misanthropy views.
🌿 Absolutely no nsfw interaction or sexualization. It is not tolerated and you will be blocked immediately.
🌿 I only want to be mutuals with people who are 16+. I find it difficult to interact with younger folks new to the internet and mature themes may be present on my blog. However anyone 13 & above is welcome to interact and follow!
Thank you for reading 💚🪶🐾
#intro post#therian#otherkin#therianthropy#alterhuman#canine therian#bird therian#wolf therian#wolfkin#coyote therian#coyotekin#dogkin#fictionkin
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Somewhere Down the Line (We won't be Alone)
@psiroller let me play around in their chilaios early 2000's gamer au--please check out their other drabbles which are so delicious.
Thank you Psiroller for all your help and support! <3
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Chilchuck and Laios teleport back to spawn and make their way towards the guildhall to meet up with Senshi somewhere “more atmospheric for cooking than at spawn.” Even caring a little less about the roleplaying aspect, Chilchuck can appreciate the appeal. There is a bar and kitchen built into the guildhall, every piece of decor purchased with crystals saved from monthly subscriptions and major events. The central room also houses trophies from some of their most grueling raids, Chilchuck forever proud of the jagged black wings with an animation like embers of a fire from beating Asmodeus during the Apocalyptic event, their guild being only one of few to boast such a feat.
Senshi’s avatar is doing a dancing emote in place when they arrive, Izutsumi’s catgirl sitting in her idle AFK animation curled up on a chair. “He’s still active at least,” Laios remarks into the voicecall, the sound of his keyboard clacks echoing into Chilchuck’s headset before the message sends into the chat.
>>LaiosTouden: Hey, @SenshiOfIzganda and @IZUTSUMI, we’ve returned from the hunt with ingredients.
Senshi continues his dance as Izutsumi’s character exits from sleep and idles instead.
>>IZUTSUMI: Took you long enough
>>IZUTSUMI: Senshi’s looking at some yeast cultures
>>LaiosTouden: Really? I thought he didn’t have to start prep for another hour.
>>IZUTSUMI: It’s for sourdough. You use the same starter culture for every batch.
“Senshi’s talking to her about baking, huh?” Chilchuck remarks, only the sound of keyboard clacks as text appears on screen.
>>LaiosTouden: Cool, did he say how long it would be?
Message sent, Laios sighs into the mic, “Yeah, I’m surprised she’s interested she doesn’t act like she’s interested in much of anything.”
Chilchuck snorts into his mic, “You thinking of waiting around for him? I can get some wood and make a chest if you need.”
>>IZUTSUMI: Not long
“That’s okay,” Laios replies out loud, his character going into a combat flourish emote, as a counterpoint to Senshi’s dancing, “It doesn’t sound like it’ll be long. I’m volunteering tomorrow afternoon, so I can sleep in.”
Chilchuck directs his character to sit down in one of the nearby chairs. “Volunteering? I didn’t know you volunteered anywhere.”
“I do! Have for a while, actually! Before going back to school.” His chair creaks as he leans back and stretches with a grunt, “I work with a wildlife sanctuary north of the university, I think this is my third year volunteering? But now that I’m in the vet tech program, some of it counts as exposure working with animals, when I’m doing that.”
“Hmm, yeah?” Chilchuck replies, shifting into another tab to play minesweeper. “When you’re doing what?”
“When I first started, I did a lot of busy-work, like mowing the lawn, putting stuff back in the gift shop, printing pamphlets, stuff like that.” Chilchuck can hear that he has opened a drawer somewhere, probably wandering around his room. “But now I help check in new patients and feed the animals. They have wolves there, most of them hybrid wolfdogs surrendered by their owners, and I get to feed and play with them now.
Now he’s curious, and Chilchuck tabs out of his minesweeper game, letting the time tick up, as he opens internet explorer and navigates to Google, looking up “North Carolina Wildlife Sanctuary,” glancing around at the ones he sees and their proximity to where he knows Marcille works through the new maps feature. There’s very few listed, but he’s able to find only a stub labeling “Roanoke Wildlife Sanctuary and Rehabilitation” within twenty miles of a community college. He looks it up in a new window and finds that they have a webpage with a forest green background and text that doesn’t resize automatically, making him stretch the browser window to see it correctly. “You want to work with wolves when you have your degree?” he asks, scrolling down the page’s comic sans introduction to see cute pictures of animals, the gift shop, and staff.
“I would like it, but it wasn’t what I thought I would be doing, not as a career.” Laios remarks, the squeak of the chair announcing his return to the computer desk. “There’s a lot of exotic pets like reptiles and birds, it would still have a full-time clinic and not rely only on donations as much. Most of the actual vets at the sanctuary are doing it on donation or for a really reduced rate when they aren’t at their own clinics, so I’d probably be doing that too.”
Chilchuck clicks on the “Tours” tab of the page. Images of school-aged children listening to an older woman wearing the refuge’s khaki uniform while a younger man stands by holding a snake around his shoulders, resting on his arm. “Reptiles, like snakes?”
“Yeah! The refuge has a few resident snakes, some from the wild who can’t be reintroduced for health reasons, and some that were pets who we can’t introduce into the environment. There’s this one milk snake that’s really chill, kids love her. Oh, Senshi’s back.”
Laios turns back to hammering away on his keyboard as Chilchuck stays tabbed out, continuing to look at the website. “Do you ever work with kids? Or just the animals?”
Laios grunts in acknowledgment, and there are the pinging sounds of items and messages being exchanged from the other tab. “I don’t talk with people very much, but I carry the animals for visitors to take pictures with them or pet them.”
There’s a picture of that same man crouching on the ground next to a squeamish child, who is petting the scales of the snake and forcibly smiling up at the camera. There’s no way, Chilchuck decides, looking at the proud smile of the man in the photo, young and fit and handsome, someone who would never spend all his evenings playing a niche MMO optimizing his character every night.
He keeps scrolling.
There’s the special notification of a ping, and he pops back into the Dungeon Delver’s window. Senshi sent a message, >>Thank you @LaiosTouden and @cctims for all your help getting these ingredients! I will cook these into a delicious meal, and you’re all invited to enjoy it when it is completed! Perhaps on our adventures tomorrow?
He quickly starts to reply, knocking his character out of it’s AFK animation. >>Sounds good, Let us know if there’s any other supplies you need, chef.
Senshi makes a smiling and laughing animation in response, then a thumbs up. Chilchuck types in the /wave command, giving a quick texted goodbye before logging off from the program, but not the voice call. “You like kids?”
Laios laughs, forced and awkward, “They don’t always like me. I think it depends on if they like the animals or not.”
“That’s pretty normal, for kids.” Chilchuck relaxes into his chair, “Sometimes it isn’t anything you’re doing, they got spooked by something they saw on tv, or because they’re tired and hungry.”
There is the loud typing noise from Laios’ mic as it takes him a minute to reply, “Yeah? Do you like kids?”
“Yeah, of course.” Chilchuck replies, glancing back at the minesweeper.
“You seem to know a lot about them,” Laios trails off at the end, typing furiously. Chilchuck furrows his brows, “Who are you talking to, Senshi still?”
“No, Marcille logged on. She’s asking me about some rp stuff. Trying to plan a time where we’ll both be online at the same time as Falin.”
“Oh yeah? What’s the plan?”
“Just tomorrow afternoon before the raid. It’s mostly for Falin and Marcille anyways, so I could hang out in voice call if you aren’t busy?”
“Sounds good.” Chilchuck murmurs and clicks on a square, grimacing as the yellow smiling face on the top of the screen turns to a frown and its eyes turn to X’s, a mine beneath his pointer. “You know, you can have your own rps, right? It doesn’t have to always be following your sister and her girlfriend.”
“I know,” Laios types a little more, “But I don’t mind, as long as everyone’s having fun.”
Chilchuck smiles, “That is the most important part.”
“What about you? You don’t do a lot of roleplay. Want to do something together sometime?”
“Us? What would we even do?” Chilchuck breathes a little laugh through his nose.
“Well, we do a lot of these hunts together, we can talk about that? Explore Laios and Chilchuck’s backstories a little?” His voice grows more stilted and awkward the more he talks, Chilchuck waiting for him to finish.
Chilchuck clicks to restart the level, reverting the emoticon back to its original cheerful state, “Sure, why not. We can always give it a try. They’re friends, in roleplay.”
“Yeah, it only makes sense they would hang out together too.” The chair creaks from Laios’ mic. “So, what about you? Do you like kids?”
“Yeah, I do.” He doesn’t know why he keeps talking. “I have a few of my own.”
“Oh.” Laios replies in a way that lilts upwards in the middle, like he’s surprised, judging, or. Who knows. Chilchuck jumps on it, “What, is that a surprise to you?”
“A surprise? Maybe? No? I mean, I didn’t know anything, but a lot of people have kids…”
“I don’t think any of us are like a lot of people.” Chilchuck flushes and turns back to the webpage. “I never said anything about it before.”
“But you were friends with Marcille before, and she and Senshi knew you for years.” Laios nonchalantly lays out, “And I know Marcille isn’t a college student. How many kids do you have?”
Chilchuck scrolls down the webpage to a picture of an older woman standing with the wolves. “Three, all girls.”
“All girls?” Laios sounds disbelieving.
Chilchuck grimaces, “Did I stutter? Don’t get any ideas, they’re all too young for you.”
“Oh, no I wasn’t thinking that,” Laios begins to talk more quickly, “It’s just nice to hear you talk about yourself.”
“Talk about myself? Those are my kids, not me.” Chilchuck replies, jumping to the review page.
Laios is silent as he clicks around his PC. “Are you married?”
Chilchuck sucks in a breath through his teeth, “Separated, but it’s a mutual thing.” It isn’t quite the truth, but he’s not ready to go there. There is still a raw edge from no longer walking in the door of his house to the sound of the rest of his family getting ready for bed, a plate covered in plastic wrap waiting for him to eat in front of the TV. And the bite of unfinished paperwork, arguing through the phone with a lawyer instead of his wife, leaves him in a bad mood even now. “What about you? I’ve never heard you say anything about kids or girlfriends.”
“I don’t have either of those,” Laios replies, “I’m not really looking for a girlfriend, or having any kids.”
“Yeah, you’re in school, that’s too young to have any kids if you ask me. Good for you to focus on your education.”
“I don’t think I’m ever going to have a girlfriend, honestly.” Laios chuckles awkwardly. “Do you think the Demon’s Blade would work well with the Hellfire plate? Or would the speed boost from having the whole set and weapon be better than the increased crit chance?”
“You should be critfishing, with your build.” Chilchuck grumbles, “Attack speed is good, but consistently hitting that higher damage will be better for your comp. Toss it in Marcille’s spreadsheet and look at the damage per minute and not just the average per attack, to make sure.”
“Thanks, I’ll check it out.”
“Now, what makes you think you’re never going to get a girlfriend?” Chilchuck teases, “There’s someone out there for everyone, I’m sure at least a few female characters have nice girls behind them, or veterinarians or something.”
Laios laughs even more awkwardly, almost scarily. “Yeah, I’m sure. It just isn’t for me.”
“What, girls?”
A moment passes in silence, and then another. Chilchuck scratches the side of his nose, thinking fast, “You know, my daughter had a girlfriend for a while, it’s not a big deal if you like guys too. Probably increases your chances of finding someone online, that’s for sure.”
Laios’ voice drops some of the fake cheerfulness that had been creeping through the last half of the conversation, and he sighs deeply before responding more authentically. “That would be nice.”
“So, no boyfriend either?”
“Nope, I have been focused on school and the sanctuary more, when I’m not gaming.”
“About that,” Chilchuck probes, clicking back to the outreach page, “Are you okay with telling me where it is?”
“What, where I work? Sure! They actually have a youtube channel, it’s a video platform. I can send you the link.”
That’s more than Chilchuck could have dreamed of. “Sure, let’s see it.”
The whoosh of a new chat message rattles through his headphones and he clicks on the link, finding it leading to a channel with the same Roanoke name as the webpage he had found earlier. There’s only three videos uploaded, a seven minute introduction video, and two with different animals in the thumbnail. He clicks on the introduction, halfheartedly watching the video recorded from a digital camera with a voiceover so much louder than the rest of the audio that it was distracting. “This is pretty official, having videos and a website.”
“I think it’s good, for educational purposes.” Laios’ chair creaks again, “I keep getting questions about pet snakes, so I thought it would be a good idea to have just some basics of snake care, and I know my boss is working on a wolf video soon.”
Immediately Chilchuck exits the introduction, mid-pan over the gift shop, and clicks on one of the other animal videos. A teal introduction frame with words in white font reading “Eastern Milk Snake” stays on screen for just a moment too long before fading into a video of the guy who was only a still image before. He opens his mouth and Chilchuck feels his stomach drop out, “Hi, uh, my name is Larry and I am a volunteer with the Roanoke Wildlife Sanctuary and Rehabilitation, and this is one of our residents, Mimi the milk snake!”
He continues to watch as Laios talks about snake care, the awkwardness fading as he gets more focused on describing Mimi’s diet and care. He’s hot. And he’s gay. Chilchuck had never felt uncomfortable with the idea of not being straight, he grew up watching pride parades and getting into fistfights when homophobes got too bold with his friends in high school, but he was dating his girlfriend, who then became his wife, and never questioned anything about himself seriously.
What is he thinking? Chilchuck settles back to watch, listening to Laios talk in one ear about Marcille’s spreadsheet and snake enclosures in the other. Laios is in school, barely older than his own kids. Besides, just because they spend time together and he fits the demographics of what Laios (or Larry?) says he likes doesn’t mean Laios is attracted to him. He’s not going to make that mistake of assuming every gay guy wants to fuck him.
“--But, it’s possible that paired with the Star’s Knight shield, I would have the increased defense without sacrificing speed.”
Chilchuck blinks, tuning back in, “Mhm, you aren’t a tank but you get hit sometimes.”
“That’s what I was thinking too. I think I can tailor the build depending on how much defense I need to survive being targeted between heal refreshes.”
“It’s a good plan, maybe you could get Marcille or your sister to make a spreadsheet for boss damage and healers.”
“Maybe, once they’re done with finals, we’ve definitely almost wiped from people forgetting that they couldn’t take one more hit.” Laios pauses. “Did you watch anything?”
“Not yet,” Chilchuck lies, “I’ll take a look after the call, it’s hard to listen to you and a video at the same time.”
”Okay! Let me know which ones you watch! It counts as community engagement.”
“Of course,” Chilchuck smiles against his better judgment. “You have any homework left? I remember you complaining about that essay-“
“-the one about legal issues with pet ownership, yeah.” He sighs. “I looked up some stuff. I get why they want us to do it, but it’s hard to read. I have tomorrow to work on it.”
Chilchuck is already scrolling through a page on the exotic pet market. “Come on, there’s nothing at least a little interesting about it.”
“It’s not that it isn’t interesting, honestly,” Laios comments ruefully, “It’s less fun thinking about how everything can go badly instead of making things better. But, I need to get six “writing course” credits and three for philosophy and ethics. Maybe I should have done creative writing and then taken a separate class for the philosophy and ethics stuff.”
“Maybe, but once you’ve finished this class, you don’t have to worry about it again, that seems nice.”
“Yeah,” Laios laughs, and it is sweet and addicting, making Chilchuck not want to do what he’s about to do next.
“You should take a look into it. I have to go pick up some groceries.” Yeah, some beer and cigarettes from the gas station, and a highly processed snack for tomorrow at work. “Maybe you can tell me about it, later?”
“Are you trying to talk me into doing my essay?” Laios asks, almost incredulous.
Chilchuck leans back in his chair, “Depends on if it’s working.” There is a flirtatious pause that Chilchuck quickly fills with gruff excuses, “I do want to hear what you find, it sounds neat. And, it’s not as late for me as it is for you, so…”
They never hang out without discussing Dungeon Delver quests and goals first, so the offer is definitely not normal. Honestly, Chilchuck doesn’t even care that much about pet ownership, but he does care about Laios. The other man seems to be aware of the abnormality of this conversation, the promise of Chilchuck’s company, a potent carrot on a stick, more than Chilchuck realizes.
“It’s working. Yeah. Uhm, do you want me to message you in a few hours?” Laios asks, cautiously.
“Sure, that works with me.”
“Okay.”
“Yep.”
Neither of them hang up, even when the signs are all pointing to the end of the conversation.
“Okay, talk to you soon, Chil,” Laios replies, breathing into his mic again, “Good luck with the shopping.”
“Hahaha, it’ll all be fine, Laios.” Chilchuck replies, mouse hovering over the disconnect button on his screen, “See you.”
He clicks.
—--Mature content (BDSM, long distance relationship, daddy kink)
They’ve only put a label on what they share a couple of months ago, but it hadn’t been a secret how much time and attention they gave each other since meeting last year.
What may have been more secret was how much deeper their relationship had gone beyond chaste in-game roleplay. How long they had danced right up to the edge of admitting their feelings, and then jerked off in private. How they frequently left the group teamspeak channels just to hop onto a private skype call. How willing they both were to make new characters that quickly devolved into avatars for their emotional and physical desires, before finally questioning the nature of their relationship.
When the episode ends, Laios is too busy touching himself to start another one. Chilchuck grins, the sounds piped into his ears have the shaky hisses from each too fast exhale whistling past the mic, while soft whines and hitches in his breath sound more muffled. Chilchuck traces his fingertips around the underside of his own cock, wanting this to last. "Are you hiding, pup?" He teases, letting his voice stay low, as the breathiness in his relaxed tone makes Laios whine nasally. "C'mon, I want to hear you, baby. Do you feel good?"
"Mhm," Laios doesn’t even open his mouth to reply, the response high-pitched and strained.
Chilchuck looks at the clock. They’ve spent ten minutes on this edge alone, the sweet torment starting at the beginning of the night, when Laios was still expecting just to rewatch his favorite show with Chilchuck. He takes on a firmer tone, "Louder, kid, full sentences."
Laios whines out loud, gasping for air; Chilchuck wraps his fingers around his cock in response, waiting.
"Y-yeah, daddy, I feel good." His voice is haggard and wet. "Please, Chil."
Chilchuck feels a pang of arousal shoot down to his groin. "Please what Laios?"
His partner on the other end of the line makes a frustrated growl as he struggles for words, "Please, touch me sir," and the next time he whines, it is open-mouthed, not competing as much with the breaths into the mic to be heard. "I need it."
As Laios struggles, Chilchuck begins to stroke himself at earnest again, "I know you do baby. Hands off."
There is a growl that falls into a hiss that grates through his headphones in the best way, and Chilchuck can't hold back a low laugh, the growl turning back to a pleading whine in response. Chilchuck's head feels fuzzy and heart aching. "You know what i'd do if I were there, puppy?"
Laios makes a bewildered whine, moments of silence passing before he replies, "...not touch me?"
There’s a bead of precum that Chilchuck swipes at with his thumb, adding to the slick slide of his hand against his cock. "Nah, I'd touch you, but you'd have to help me." He pauses to moan, putting on an easy show, "I'd make you spit on your own dick, so I wouldn't have to stop and get more lube."
Laios inhales sharply. Chilchuck presses, "Can you do that for me, baby boy?"
The mic is pushed away, Chilchuck holds his breath, receiving a shaking "Yessir," when Laios brings the mouthpiece back towards his lips. Chilchuck inhales and strokes faster, "You can touch yourself again, rub your palm against the head once it’s nice and slick, pretend it's me."
There is the squeak of the computer chair as Laios audibly jerks in his chair at the touch. Chilchuck shuts his eyes, imagining him fighting not to thrust into his own palm, teasing himself even more than usual, because that's what his daddy would want, nearly out of his mind with it. He wants to touch and look and tease so badly it hurts. "Good, good boy, so good for me."
Laios is whimpering into his ear, the sound so sexy that Chilchuck has to slow down before he blows his load early, "Good for you, please daddy, I'm so close-" he cuts himself off with a shuddering breath.
Chilchuck stretches in his seat as he speeds back up. "You gonna come for me?"
"Can I?" He's pleading.
But Chilchuck is still having fun, the clock not quite hitting ten. "I don't know, can you?"
"...May I come? Daddy."
"Hold it, give me one more minute. Stroke yourself."
The whines and words blend together in a continuous groan as Laios obeys. Chilchuck peeks at the arms on the clock as the second hand ticks down. "Thirty seconds left, pup. Are you close?"
"YES!" Laios cries out, exasperation seeping through the tears pricking his eyes.
"Good." Chilchuck glances at the clock again. "Ten. Nine...." He speeds up his own strokes, aiming to meet Laios at the end, "...Five. Four. Three."
He pauses, just to hear the growl forcing itself between clenched teeth from Laios’ side of the call, "Alright, pup, Two. One. Come for me."
He fucks his own fist to completion listening to Laios' ecstasy.
After they've already disconnected for the night, Chilchuck hears the ping of a new message, only a heart with a .jpg file attached. He jumps on the keyboard, You had better be studying or sleeping in this, it's past one am kid, getting no response. His ears burn as he renames and saves the fuzzy picture of a flushed torso, one hand smearing cum into its abs above a dick softening against its thigh, to a file within a file, Laios forgiven and forgotten (as always).
#unkat rants#chilaios#dungeon meshi tag#dunmesh gamer au#<- tag for this au#first part is sfw. ending is not so much
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